Catatan Bu Guru: Now, What?

Alone and lonely...
Walked alone around HD in Saturday night. No one out with me last night. Called 'Babo' but he said that he was super duper busy. I asked Stella to hang out but she can't go. It's impossible to call 'J', I know his condition. Go, alone. Isn't bad idea, I'm having fun even I can't talk to anyone. Here's my 'lonely' adventure route...

Fresh air
The World Cup Park in Seoul is composed of several different parks, one of which is Pyeonghwa Park located right across from World Cup Stadium. It's not a giant park but that's what I liked about it. Knowing I could cover the entire place comfortably, I enjoyed taking my time slowly walking around the park. It was a very relaxing place with a pond, stream, walking paths throughout and a cool constellation map on the ground. If that's not enough, you can always visiting the other neighbouring parks that make up the World Cup Park.

Eat, eat, eat...
Went to Hongkong restaurant and bought this cute meal. So delicious and omg... it's so cheap. Just pay about $ 4, and it yours.

Well, anyone know that I never full after eat small serve like that, so I go to my fav small traditional restaurant to buy soup. Really love it, savory! You must try it...

And bought GD's Shine A Light DVD

Got special credit card discount...^^

Then I'm going to La Coustica basecamp, just meet our fierce leader 'Vincx'. Not a proper think, I'll never spend more than 30 minutes with him, I'll die because of his wonderful joke. Seriously, I can't stop laughing LMAO...

What I wore

All from Stella's OL shop

Happy Sunday guys!^^

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Come back/Another edition

Still Alive

Special edition of BIGBANG's album Alive, 'Still Alive' release. The Boys also launch 'Monster' MV to promote this album. “Monster” contains an upbeat tempo but the melody is sad throughout. G-Dragon is a monster. He shows his music-making genius in this signature Big Bang song, which has the complexity of rock operas.

King of fashion GD, never fail to impress me. Marry me please...LOL

The instrumental contains both piano and orchestra sounds very similar to “Lies” or “Haru Haru.” The song interchanges between a faster upbeat tempo for the rap, then slows down during the chorus. The beauty of the song is its simplicity. The piano sounds that play throughout the song somehow manages to drive the song.

For God's sake, I want this guy to be my big brother

Monster lyrics (English)

It’s been a while since we’ve met

Your face looks good

You got prettier, you were always beautiful in my eyes

But today you look a bit different

You look especially a bit cold

Your eyes that look at me are filled with pity

In front of you, I seem smaller

I tried to be fine, trying to change the subject

Though I had so much I wanted to ask you

You cut me off right away

Your long hair flowing

As it hit my cheek and passed away

You turn away and left right away

If I try to catch you here, would that be too ridiculous?

Nothing comes to my mind

As you tremble, you take a step, two steps back

You say that I scare you now

You’re like a moon that makes me go crazy

I love you baby I’m not a monster

You know how I was in the past

When time passes, it’ll all disappear

Then you will know baby

I need you baby I’m not a monster

You know me so don’t leave like this

If even you throw me away, I will die

I’m not a monster

No matter what happens, let’s be forever

When we’re sad, when we’re happy, let’s go till the end

You don’t say that tomorrow

Let’s love like today is the last

A life without you is like an imprisonment for life

An extinction from the world to the point where I’d go crazy

Your existence is a chronic disease, a repitition of pain

You’re a lingering attachment in my heart

The people of the world have turned their backs against me

The corners of their eyes are all twisted up

The greatest pain to me,

Is the fact that you became the same as them

I love you baby I’m not a monster

You know how I was in the past

When time passes, it’ll all disappear

Then you will know baby

I need you baby I’m not a monster

You know me so don’t leave like this

If even you throw me away, I will die

I’m not a monster

Don’t go, don’t go, don’t go, don’t leave me

Don’t do it, don’t do it, don’t do it, it’s not like you

Getting farther away, love is breaking apart

Don’t find me, don’t find me, don’t find me, don’t look for me

The last, last, last image of me in front of you – remember that

Don’t forget me

I love you baby I’m not a monster

You know how I was in the past

When time passes, it’ll all disappear

Then you will know baby

I need you baby I’m not a monster

You know me so don’t leave like this

If even you throw me away, I will die

I’m not a monster

I think I’m sick

The lyrics of the song are very poetic and show how G-Dragon and T.O.P have matured. Imagine you are listening to pieces of a puzzle, the song requires one to listen several times over in order to grasp the story that G-Dragon is trying to tell. What is the true meaning behind, “Monster”? In Monster MV making GD said...

“This song about someone who don’t want to be seen as a monster to at least that one girl, even though the rest of the world may deem him as such.”

I like this concept. But idk what Tey did with his hair in other concept, it's look like a double tunnel on his head

and this his answer^^

The song begins with a rap that switches between T.O.P and G-Dragon. Then during the song the two have rap parts. Their rap styles are very different but fit in with the general flow of the song.

N+3xRX

Secret behind Ri's forehead equation

N+3xRX. N is 14th alphabet. R is 18th alphabet. X is 24th alphabet. 14+3×18×24=1310. 1+3+1+0 = 5 = BIGBANG.

Taeyang, Seungri, and Daesung feature off their signature vocals in the song but because of the lyrics it seems like they are vocalizing the different thoughts that are going on in the mind of the protagonist.